One time, we caught a stone thrower and he wouldn’t let us handcuff him, he resisted the cuffing. I remember myself well, that I wanted to solve it quickly and handcuff him. It’s a story that is hard for me to tell, really. I came there to be the "enlightened occupation" that will save the situation and make it OK, with all the pluralistic values, and I said I will do it properly, like when young men join the army with moral spirit, saying: I'll do it differently. I just grabbed the guy and with all my aggressions and from the whole day – they’re throwing stones at you all day and… Not that I’m excusing my behavior, but I’m explaining where all that aggression came from. They’re throwing stones at you, you aren’t sleeping and you want to be at home. You’re also so angry at the adults who bring the kids to throw stones, that was the anger – I just grabbed the guy by the neck and started kneeing him in the chest and said: Either you let me cuff you now or… I’ll kill you. I’ll really, I’ll kill you. I took my weapon and was like, do you want to die now? I continued to knee him in the chest, the face, and at some point he gave up and we cuffed him. And then when you look back at such situations, when you leave the planet that is Hebron and then you look back and you say, Goddammit, with everything I was taught, the most moral army in the world and all that, you can’t avoid these situations because everything there channels a person to… You’re simply the sword of this system. It’s these stories that after you’re released, it causes you serious emotional unease, when you stop and ask yourself, what did I really do there.